Lets play the game of...What's the tone??? :D

"Yeah mom. I know."

She plopped down tiredly on the couch, her hair falling to shield her eyes.

"Yeah. Yeah. I know, I'm sorry."

Her mother's voice on the other line turned shrill, then soft, then shrill again.

"Yes, I knew what I was doing. I mean, I thought I knew what I was doing. No, I didn't think through to see the effect it would have on you and dad. Yes, I DO realize what effect this could have on my future."

She lay flat on the couch now, stomach pressed to the soft cushion as she closed her eyes to stop the tears.

As hard as she tried, no more words came into her mouth. Only the aching feeling of emptiness, weariness, and some other uncontrollable hunger filled her heart and mind.

After the bitter one-sided conversation ended, she pressed her shaking finger on the call END button. She lay there, silently, alone in the quiet room, and waited for darkness to slip over her.

"This is it then," she whispered, just before her last moments. "This is the end."

Emotions and mystery MOODS!!

whats the mood! :D

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He stepped into the room, silently, his face covered by his dark hood, hair still dripping from the rain. He was dressed all in black, naturally, expression covered in the shadow of his clothes so that we were left to guess at his expression underneath. I could hear Doctor 7 shuffle his feet behind me. I frowned.

"Does this one look promising?" I whispered to Doctor 7, knowing the uneasy feeling coming from this passerby wasn't a coincidence.

Doctor 7 cocked his head, and paused for a moment, rearranging a single flower in the vase near his hand. Although it appeared like he was straightening the pot I knew better--He was actually looking over the handsome young man from the corner of his eyes.

"Hmm..."He mused. His black eyes twinkled in the low light. "Appearances can be deceiving, I'm sure...But, in this case..."

I winced as the young man stalked slowly over to the counter, his boots dragging roughly against the floor. Doctor 7's calm voice continued on.

"Bring him to me. I'll question him from my office."

I turned to give my OK to Doctor 7, but he was gone.

The young man leaned over the counter, and he looked straight at me.

Neither one of us spoke.

Then, the young lad took off his hood, and I found myself looking into a pair of the most gentle and kind-hearted looking eyes I had ever seen in my life. His soft blonde hair fell free from his dark hood and the smile he gave me moved my heart. He flashed me a wide, perfect smile.

"Hello," he said.

My heart melted.

When I blinked again however, I caught the sharpness of some hidden emotion behind his eyes. The way he kept shifting uneasily from one foot to another, the way his one hand had never left his pocket...

"This way," I said leading him to Doctor 7. "Welcome to the Post Office. I'm sure we have something for you in the back."

Happy Song lyrics

Title: Better Together

Artist: Jack Johnson

There's no combination of words I could put on the back of a postcard

No song that I could sing

But I could try for your heart

Our dreams, and they are made of real things,

Like a shoebox of photographs,

With sepiatone loving,

Love is the answer

At least for most of the questions in my heart,

Like why are we here? And where do we go? And how come life is so hard?

It's not always easy,

And sometimes life can be deceiving,

I'll tell you one thing,

its always better when we're together.

MMM, it's always better when we're together

Yeah, we'll look at them stars when we're together,

Well, it's always better when we're together,

Yeah, it's always better when we're together...

(There's more to the lyrics, but i'll stop here..)

* This song is about happiness because obviously, the writer of the song is telling us that when he is with a specific person, life seems better. He is happier with  that person. It is not directly connected to happiness, but in this song it shows us the feeling of love this person has towards his love. Whenever I am in a sad mood, I listen to this song and Jack Johnson's soothing voice and I feel happy too. It makes me wonder...God is always with us, and with him in our lives we are happy too. 

$259 Million Dollar Prize win...?

I just won the lottery.

I just won the lottery?

Wait...

I JUST WON THE LOTTERY?! *SCREAMS*

*faints*

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If I had won the lottery, I don't think rational thoughts would reach my mind until a long time after. First of all, I would need to seriously calm down and accept the fact that I really had won. I wouldn't be sure at all of what to do WITH the money, and little items that I have wanted for a long time would probably dance in front of my eyes. Since I'm only 14 I'm sure my parents would take my money from me, or persuade me the best thing for me to do was to give them control over the money...Which I don't completely agree with and probably won't have much choice over..*sigh*.

My grandmother lives all by herself near Seoul, and although she says she is happy there among her church-family, I know my parents have wanted to buy her a new house for a long time. They haven't been able to do this however because we don't have enough money. I would make sure that my grandmother had a really good house to live in. I would also want to save most of the money into my personal bank account for the future, hehe.